Closing My Eyes,...

I still Couldnt Hide It

Thoughts in My Head for the longest,

About why this is happened to me

and what I did to deserve this??

I just wanted to sleep in heavenly BLISS!!

And this was a total MISS!! 

Since I was young I felt like a Protector,

Always sitting by the door waiting for an intruder to

Come in,

Sleepless nights wasn't a real big deal

Until I started having nightmares,

and darkness started creeping in,

I thought I was free from Sin??!

So why am I having these nightmares?

Couldnt Move, 

Felt a Heavy Weight on Me 

Couldn't See

Evil Voice speaking to Me 

Couldn't get up in my Sleep

and these nightmares seemed so Deep

and Real.......

Fear started to sink In...

Taking over my Heart and Mind, 

I expected it every night

Even in my slient cryful prayers 

I still Fright.

And like I said it was expected every Night.

Between 3 or 4 o clock in the morning 

It would happen,

Espeically when i consistently called Jesus

My Captain. 

Of my soul, never to be Sold

Never did it dawn on me that this was SPIRITUAL WARFARE

Hitting me below the Belt, in my Deep Sleep 

I just needed to TAKE A BIG LEAP!

and stretch his word and my FAITH!

RIGHT IN HIS UGLY FACE!! 

The Devil got some real Nerve!!

So I threw him a Curve and 

Kneeled down harder

With Gods Word it made me feel Stronger!!

So I NO LONGER HAD TO PUT UP WITH THIS! 

Tears and Cries coming out my eyes and Mouth!!

Leave me ALONE AND FLEE FROM ME!!

and YOU ARE NO LONGER WELCOMED HERE!

MY LIFE YOU WILL NO LONGER STEER!!

WITH FEAR AND GUILT!!!

JESUS ALREADY PAID THE COST!! 

WITH HIS BLOOD HE PROTECTS ME!!

so why should be afraid??

and what  do I have to FEAR??

His love and protection comforts Me!

No longer do I have to fear or be afraid of sleep 

He lets me Rest and my soul he keeps! 

   * My     RaW    DreaMS *

~  Tiffany  ~