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These were one of the realest feelings I have ever felt..
RaW FeelingS, the most awful and ugliest feelings ever.
To even feel this feelings made me some abnormal,
but mind you, I am imperfectly normal.
This is what I thought to be. What is normal?
Just to fit in Society? To have Friends? To be Popular?
Well, Sadly I was NONE OF THESE things and I
Still turned out Fine
Always Staying in Line
Until I reached a certain age where I started
crossing those dangerous Lines,
and didnt care if I did. Deceiving myself.
Thinking that no matter what I did, it wouldnt happen to me,
So far down that dark hole I couldnt See
And it continued on, until I realized that I Didnt Like Myself.
I didnt know my next step.
That I didnt like Self.
Somehow I had to escape and get out of this Mess
so I joined the military to be the Best
And I started dismissing those things that once had me
Never Never Ever again,
Things were looking up as it seemed
And my problems started tearing apart at the Seams
Christ showed me that he Redeems!!!
I will always keep this close to my heart because I was never here
Before but always envisioned myself here,
I'm Happy Now and things are good
As long as I keep my heart sincere and always challenge
myself to do things that I never could!
Always,
~ Tiffany ~